REFDL 85

“Did that bastard notice?”

“Probably… not.”

I thought about Valita as he Kaelus my hair. My stomach churned, but my mind became calm. I replayed every word he said. It was certain. He didn’t know.

However, if he’s obsessed with dragons and is very perceptive, it wouldn’t be strange if he felt something from me. He even mentioned the Kremlis while he held me.

“Then why did he take only you? He’s not the type to do that. Our investigation even found evidence that he tried to smuggle you to Denos.”

Kaelus is far too capable…

Did you find that out already?

Sometimes I wish he wasn’t so skilled.

“An ambitious man like him wouldn’t ruin his plans for a petty grudge.”

“…….”

“I’ll ask again. Did he really not find out?”

“……I don’t know.”

“Try again. This is more important than you think.”

I let out a hollow laugh because it was so ridiculous. Who doesn’t know that? How stupid do you think I am? That bastard is the one who messed up, so why are you blaming me? Don’t interrogate me. Don’t yell at me.

…Don’t push me.

No. No, the rest is fine. But don’t push me. I can’t handle that. If you do that, I…

I…….

“…….”

When rumors about me started to spread like wildfire in the swimming club, what really tormented me wasn’t the accusations and insults from other swimmers I only knew by name, but the interrogations from those close to me.

The words were different, but the essence was ultimately the same.

They kept asking me if it was true, pressing me to get an answer.

It would have been better if it had been simple interest or cruel curiosity.

They were just worried about their own disadvantage. They wanted reassurance even if it hurt me.

“I said I don’t know!”

I stood up from the table and shouted. My lips trembled.

“I! I just…!”

“……That’s all……it was.”

“……I just…… wanted that.”

My voice died down.

The taboo I had set for myself burst out and strangled me.

That thing that had been eating away at my misfortune for so long and had become close to a jinx weighed me down once again.

Wanted to do well? 

What good is it to try to do well?

No. It would be better if it simply failed. Resolutions always lead to dire consequences.

From the swimming club’s catastrophe.

… Until the death of my parents.

I’ve been doing pretty well so far.

I let go of myself and my life.

I lived aimlessly and died like a vagabond. I let the flow take me after I was reborn. I didn’t try to do anything active.

But human instinct is a strange thing. Moments come when I can’t help but stand up and forget [Read on]the taboo. Like this time.

“……I’m sorry.”

The hands that had been clenched into fists suddenly fell apart.

Before I knew it, even my lips had stopped trembling. My heart felt like it was hardening. A hard stone had settled into my chest

Kaelus said nothing. To be precise, he didn’t react.

…Ah.

I realized it and felt like I’d been splashed with cold water.

“U-uh, Kaelus. That was……”

“No. I’m the one who was wrong.”

“…….”

“It’s better if we don’t talk for a while.”

“Take a rest.”

He spoke with a voice dry as a desert and left the office. I froze and couldn’t move for a long time.

***

Time flew by.

The kids returned to their places. Rotol and Mirim went to the Academy. Odan went to the school. Derrick went to the small house near the education district.

The Fourth Prince returned to the annex. He even ​unauthorized copy​rejected the Emperor’s tea invitation. And I haven’t seen Kaelus since. I couldn’t see him.

The Founding Festival is almost here. He’s busy with his duties as a Duke and a dragon knight.

But even though we share the same living space, it’s surprising that we don’t see each other this often…

It means he is avoiding me.

The moment I thought about it, my breath caught in my throat. My lungs reacted first, forcing out the air, as if there was no reason to breathe here without him.

I couldn’t act like I did right after I came back from Anax. This time, the fault was mine.

He won’t throw me away. I’m a Kremlis. I am unique and special.

I thought I became special to him personally, too.

Tears welled up in my eyes and I buried my face in Read on the pillow. Before I could stop them, the pillowcase was soaked through.

I never dreamed that at this age I would be crying over relationships.

The bedding smelled like Kaelus. That made me even sadder.

I got hard as I cried.

“…….”

I felt like a pervert.

Well, this is enough to be considered a pervert

I’d even kept Donon away lately. He hovered around me like a dog that needed to pee, then left when he realized I needed space. No one was guarding the door. No one was in the hallway. Even after the escape incident. It felt like a punishment or a warning rather than trust.

“Ugh. Ah.”

I took off my pants, fumbling around. My underwear got caught around my ankles. I tried to shake it off, but it didn’t work.

I just left it, thinking it would come off on its own. The situation down there was far more pressing than that.

His mere scent made me stand up so hard my penis ached. A thin stream of fluid flowed from the tip. I kneaded the shaft with both hands, rubbing the glans with my fingertips.

“Ugh. Haaah.”

From the start, the pressure was so intense that it hurt a little. My neck was bent backwards and my legs were shaking.

It felt good, but it wasn’t enough. I put my fingers in my mouth. They smelled like the sex I’d just touched.

I closed my eyes and imagined Kaelus’s cock. The heavy balls and the massive cock. The veins and the texture like tanned leather.

Even the smell of the male that immediately tickled my nose just by nibbling on his tip.

“Haaah! Nggh.”

I stuck my tongue out. My spit-covered fingers poked my throat. They scratched my throat and mouth. It felt like his glans was ravaging my mouth.

My hole twitched at the thought. It felt like it was wrapping around a cock that wasn’t there.

“Haah. Haah.”

My patience ran out. I felt for the hole with wet fingers. I poked the wrinkly opening.

“Ugh!”

It was strange.

It was my body, but it didn’t feel like my body.

A detached sensation ran through my body, as if I was isolated there.

I slowly pushed my wet fingertips in.

“Ahhh!”

I pictured Kaelus as he entered me. I felt his grip on my waist. I felt his hot breath on my shoulder. Kaelus is always attractive, but he looks less human when he’s excited. His gray eyes glow and his hair gets messy.

The statue-like human comes to life.

When an incredible amount of sexual energy, completely different from his usual arrogance, surges in, there is no way out.

No matter how unreasonable his demands, no matter how humiliating his positions, I want to grant them all.

“Haaah. Ah. Ugh……!”

‘I’m going to be rough. Tell me if it’s too much.’

I’d never say that.

‘I want to flip you over. I’ll push your neck down so you’re like a dog with its ass up. Do you hate it?’

I’d never hate it.

‘You don’t know how this cute little hole swallows me. It’s ecstasy when I’m inside you.’

I don’t know. But I can guess. Because your expression is mine when you’re inside me.

‘Your hole drives me crazy.’

You too. Your dirty talk drives [visit our site]me crazy. It makes me want to be a whore. I’d shake my ass and chest for your pleasure.

“Ahhh!”

Kael.

I blink. My vision blurs and memories overlap.

The past that was mine but vague, and the reality that is mine but blurred at this moment intersect.

I call him.

“Kaelus……”

My Kaelus.

I finally met you after wandering through time and space.